A lot can happen in one year.
Instead of wallowing and worrying about the last several months (which have been less than perfect) I am going to think ahead. I will allow September to play itself out, and say goodbye to the cultivation of pessimissim that I have probably encouraged in myself.
I'm going to enjoy the weekend before I have to contact the bank that owns my landlord's house. There's no sense in fretting now that I know what I need to do with all of this.
I'm going to spend the last part of the year coming to terms with a lot of things that I really wanted to happen, but ultimately did not, and I'm going to welcome the changes that are ahead. I think in one case, I was waiting for a last minute Hail Mary pass which would give me what (and who) I wanted, but I think I'm meant to be the protagonist of the movie who doesn't get what she wants and it all works out anyway.
I have a list of projects that I'd like to accomplish and some things that I need to figure out. This is turning out to be a transitional year for me.
I think that the world is pushing me to figure some important issues out.
And that's good.